與阿芒野合 (6)：〈剪接〉

Editing

01)

I wanted to make what was unbearable

Look unbearable

For it to appear the way it should’ve been

I did some minor surgery

Then some major ones

It worked a treat

Everyone was in tears

Nobody held back

02)

Finished editing the film

And betrayed myself

Migration upon migration

Lopsided family houses

Were all edited

And completed in dreams

03)

The problem

Was not an infection from migratory birds

04)

Cutting nails and soles

Cutting hair and gall bladder

Not what I wanted to make the cut

Cutting older sister after older brother

Cutting younger sister after older sister

Not what I wanted either

That’s why I

I

Cut to Dad

That’s why I

I

Cut to Mom

〈剪接〉

01

我想讓難以忍受的事情

看起來難以忍受

為了像它本來應該有的樣子

動了點小手術

又做些大的

效果好極了

大家都在哭

沒有人忍住

02

剪完了片子

也背叛了自己

一次次遷徙

傾斜的家屋

都是在夢中

剪接完成

03

問題

並不是候鳥傳染給我

04

剪著指甲和腳掌

剪著頭髮和膽囊

都不是我要剪的

剪完哥哥剪姐姐

剪完姐姐剪妹妹

也不是我要的

所以我

我

剪爸爸

所以我

我

剪媽媽